Alienation

Based off a slightly true story…

I fear talking, I just want to run

A second “god” has hit the towers of babel

My mind is it’s library, I’m lost

Coulden’t sleep well, still better than those math goblins transforming a sequence against my will.

AI and Peer2Peer, nothing else after something like the tower being hit for the second time. it went from an OK situation to /oke/ to /oxe/ to /oɣə/ to aprox. /əɣə/

T. said I’m like a “zombie teenager”, not talking

Distributed systems are a utopia, just like what I’m reaching for, but it’s hard and our monkey brains like it more when we want then get.

I had a dream, there was a weird mill, but at a different time, I pissed on the street with no people and on the bed in the fake real life

in that dream, my mum smoked and I kof’ed [sic form my mind] but there is a condition for kof’f’ing [sic from my mind] when unnessesary.

My dreams are weird, you will only find that in the library of babel in my mind.

Not hopeful for the future, work sounds like a crappy trap.

I can’t write, but I have written a lot, what comes out is being blocked.







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Note 2026-03-08:

Welllll, ok, so looking at this now, this is starting to resemble something that SKNJ_ would write.
Just very edgy vibes… I originally thought of this when I woke up, thinking it would be deep and informative to the state of my surroundings, but, it just looks, well, edgy……

also: stupid Markdown newlines. I’m guessing whoever designed this made it so lines get combined into one paragraph, because people are used to pressing enter when reaching the end of the screen, but this causes a cascade of wierd workarounds. Althow, MS Word, Gemini Protocol and most text editors does not need to do that, if you want a paragraph, just don’t press enter, but it does make navigation harder in the editor.

created: 2024 Sep 15
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