Fortnite dreams and what they feel like

Finally a good “blog” post???
No, not really

I had a dream once, where I was playing fortnite,
It was close to the end of the game with few players left,
and we had a powerful jetpack that let me fly large amounts
and guns that were probibly good if you can aim.

I was flying around a bit, and I felt a wierd feeling that I feel rarely in my existance.
It felt like loss for something that could’ve been, extreme excitement, hope, “affinity”, all at the same time.

The dream might have ended before we won, however we were most likely screwed because of something like
my aim being bad or something.

A long time ago, I was playing the Lego Movie Game. In the game, Unikitty [citation needed] can get powerful by getting angery.
I liked this concept, how that this idea made me feel, I now call “afinity”.

Deltarune brainrot come close to the feeling of “afinity”, but only like 25%

TODO: write tomorow

yyyyyy, i forgot what I sould put here, I riten this at 23:00 and now at 10:51, i forgot more of the idea…

So it was like I had an massive existential crysis (not a normal one)
and also loss and …

I think I heared it online once, on the Fediverse, NanoPone (who might be a pedophile now)
talked about a dream where they– 10 years ago and remember the future,
In that world, the Fediverse was mainstream and Discord was decentralized.
When they talked to their friends by remembering their online ids,
the friends had plans that involve the future knowledge (it was probably more specific).
They mention some kind existential feeling, maybe that could be it?

I had some other dreams where something like this happened, but, I don’t remember much.
Usually, it’s something dumb like this Fortnite, or the end of humanity, where someone sends me a chat app over bluetooth and I have to type my name,
but, I allways make a mistake and then someone impersonates me, the entire time I hear a voice chat where people are joining in,
including my impersonator.

This is acctually irvelevent to the topic, but J. told me
that he had a dream about a boring zombie apokalips, where the zombies are slow and easy to kill.

So that did not make sense really. Just search something up like “feel like sleeping for years” or something.

This post is under construction, maybe com back in a few days or weeks and it will be different.